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Broken bottle smashed on the wall
Fan Fiction that nobody saw
Try to get up but then I fall
I'm White Trash, yeah
Only have a few relatives
Alone with benefits I live
Plan on having too many kids
Odor of must, stained Cheeto dust
Old pajamas stolen from Goodwill
Only four teeth, not quite obese
Diet of cheese and stool softening pills
Plethora of guns that I shine
Take pictures of and post them online
Got some sharp pains in my spine
Try to get up off of the floor
Smoke outside the hardware store
I could wake the dead with my snore
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I wanna die with you, and live inside an old cartoon
It's probably for the best that I'm gonna be gone soon
Buy all the balloons, confetti on this June day
And I'll paint the afternoon
If you say it enough, maybe it will come true, at least that's what I tell myself
Why should I think about me when I can think of you?
A secret that I'll never tell
I won't remember it now, but now it's just as well, over-staffed and empty room
i feel the absence of time, as all this time will prove
I apologize for living in my eyes
i never imagined that a problem would arise
But after all we lose, I'll still think of that June day
And I'll paint the afternoon
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Do you ever feel insignificant, written on your birth certificate
Were you promised more than life could give, but never got the same incentive
Now you have the chance to change it, I've got a little something to admit
What used to be a land of green has turned into a crime scene
Crime scene, I'll swear that I'll be clean, now you've gotta try your hardest to get me
Crime scene, i wanna live a dream, but I know that you will never let me
I've got nothing left to lose
Crime scene, i wanna live a dream, but I know that you will never let me
Tell all of your friends and bring them here, I heard that it makes them disappear
No, that's all conjecture, it's just fate
People will find stories to fabricate
Look in the reflection, and think about the face you want to see, and then slowly gait into yourself
I'll see you on the other side, I'll see you on the other side
That's what friends are for, to make you feel insecure, and I hope we'll be friends forever
And don't question it, it's for your benefit, and this time I hope you'll surrender
That's what friends are for, to make you feel insecure, and I know we'll be friends forever
And don't question it, it's for your benefit, and this time I know you'll surrender
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It's Friday night, we're both alone
If you only knew what I have known
And I keep checking up on you to see what you have turned into
And you keep checking up on me
And I keep looking down on you, if only you knew what I knew
And you keep looking up to me
Maybe we should kill some time
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Do you know what it's like to be in outer space
You put your left hand in, and then you put your face
Then you fall right out, and grab onto the ledge
And you try to hold on, you play Simon Sez
A stupid life isn't something I need
And it's alright if it never happens to me
Pain au chocolat and a cup of tea
I'm never letting go, collecting G.I. Joe
You eat so that you grow, never letting go
I'm never letting go, the trees are indigo
Elope to Mexico, never letting go
Now the aliens are starting to attack
They shoot off my right hand, I drive a Cadillac
It gets REALLY tough just to hold on
But then I remember the name of this song!1
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Come over, and I'll bake you a cake
So I thought that I would get a taste
But oh, I was wrong, before I knew it, it was gone
Devoured right in front of my face and of the pieces, I got none
But don't get sentimental on me now, next time you're here I'm sure
we'll make it clear but don't get sentimental on me now
Take out your stress, next time we'll save the rest, but don't get sentimental on me now
Go back home and spend the night alone
Dream of having an ice cream cone
I go to the store, but their supply is running short
They only have the red velvet kind, and I'm allergic to the dye
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Ooh, The mirror of youth
You've got to walk right through, and get to a room where you find two skulls
One of them's red and the other's blue, you've got to remove
There was a short, kind of stubby guy that disappeared a couple days back (A couple days back)
He had some dyed green hair, i think he might have gone out for a snack (out for a snack)
Walking forward so happily, if he can even walk himself at all
And when your insecurities rise, everything around you starts to fall
He had to know that something was wrong when they shut down that old school years ago
What a way to go
There was a gaunt 25 year old that disappeared a couple days back (A couple days back)
He had a history of crime, he was caught once selling some crack (selling some crack)
Both these unexplained mysteries have happened almost overnight, it seems
Even with the sources we have, I still can't see them as reality
In the circumstances we have, there's no choice but to listen to insanity
It's not a fantasy
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I'm living inside a cassette
I rewind because i nearly forget
What everybody said when i told them i would be alright, i could feel regret
I play it back every night
Oh disease, oh why should i fight
I'm only 25 and i feel like I'm approaching the last years of my life
But it's not over yet, it's my mind that keeps me inside of a cassette
That's what I said, you're alive and that's not something to forget
That's what I said, so don't worry about something that you said
That's what I said, it's my mind that keeps me inside of a cassette
I'm too stupid to get anywhere
I live in my car with nothing to wear
And people are too patient with me as I destroy my life and I just don't care
Sometimes I plan suicide
I did cocaine till my brain was fried
I lit a candle on both ends and now I'm waiting for the flames to collide
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What are you gonna do after you're finished school
Your life is carved out in stone, your grave will be ready soon
And there's no such thing as living in the present, because your future's here to blow out your skull
Put yourself in my shoes, and then walk ahead of me
Now you've got me confused, you're better than me
And there's no sense in regurgitating information, but it's just what we do
It gets better, you're reassured, but everyday is a chore
You studied but didn't learn, your absence is no concern
And there's no such thing as learning from mistakes
Because your accomplishments will all be erased
The future is the biggest genocide, and if you're here you better hide
They pick the ones that matter, then you're through
You know who it's gonna be, and it's not you
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Living under paperweight
I went to the drug store the other day
My card was declined, so I put some money down
She said "you don't have quite enough for these"
I guess they just don't care about my disease
There's nothing that I can do, there's nothing that I can change
I'll still be 65 with 20 cents to my name
i'll still be wondering how am I gonna get to this place
So why is life feeling like a never-ending headache
Put yourself in this situation
You're free of judgement or validation
Anything that your heart desires
Underneath all those railroad fires
So I've been thinking a lot, and I just wanted to ask, what is it that I should be
I built a building that went to outer space just to get away from everybody
I move my mouth way too much, but when it comes to a crowd, I get about 4 or 5
Of all the things that the world doesn't supply, it gives you lots of ways to die
I'm feeling things I've never felt before
Addressing issues is what cures your pain
But lonely me, I couldn't bring myself to face my qualms and overcome the shame
I'm the last person I ever wanted to be
I'm feeling things I've never felt before
Your blood's contaminated, that's for sure
As thick as water in an empty space
I've waited and I've waited for a new escape
I'm the last person I ever wanted to be
Living under paperweight
Oh, it's about time that life began to feel good
I think we all agree we need more than this
Oh, it's about time that life began to feel good
It's about time
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My Twin Sister and I are bonded by time
But she goes off in the night and I don't know why
She ran to the abandoned school, and I don't know why
And suddenly she walked right through The Mirror of Youth
I knew she would fall for this, and now she's gone through
A portal to a world where your dreams come true
People have been disappearing and now I know why
Bonded by time, my twin sister and I
Grab the compass on the wall, it leads me to the echo falls
Plants will die and creatures pass, a world that's ruled by overcast
The gates close behind me, and there's no way back
A yellow creature now approaches me, and it starts to attack
Was this somebody before it became a miscreation of hostility
I've got to run away
I stand here at echo falls, and I find my twin
She's planted right at the top, about to jump in
Sister of neglect, I know you, and if you follow through
You'll become one of the beasts between the red and blue
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I'm a bit hopeless, I'll always just be broke
I know you loved me, but love is just a joke
I'm bad luck, evil, a faulty roll of dice
Always ignoring the same old advice
Nobody's happy whenever I'm around
I'm glad you found me buried in the ground
You're always welcome, you know I can't go wrong
I don't want to keep a tragedy prolonged
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I've seen some major disturbances from the school
This vacancy can't be coincidence, I see so few
And soon there will be nothing left of us, as flowers die and creatures pass
A world that's ruled by overcast
And don't expect from me what you can't do yourself
From what I see, I've seen attacks that show up on your skin
It doesn't matter what you feel, you've just got to admit
This is not a fantasy
I've got a twin, but she vanishes into the night
And no one believes me or wants to hear, but that's alright
And every time she goes out, there's a sudden crash and a beam opf light
It comes alive
But nobody else seems to know
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Sometimes I get the feeling everybody hates me
And every time I go outside someone berates me
No matter where I go I end up feeling lonely
And people write me off before they even know me
I think I blew it, I think I blew it
I think I knew it, I think I knew it
I'm looking through it, but I don't see anything
But you keep proving it, proving it, prove it, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Everyone around me has their life together
I really wish that I could tell you I feel better
The future's gonna be real bleak, I guarantee it
And I just wanna die so I don't have to see it
I think I blew it, I think I blew it
I think I knew it, I think I knew it
I'm looking through it, but I don't see anything
But you keep proving it, proving it, prove it, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I think I blew it, I think I blew it
I think I knew it, I think I knew it
I'm looking through it, but I don't see anything
But you keep doing it, doing it, do it, yeah yeah yeah
I think I'm losing my mind again, but it's not like last time
This time I think it might never come back,
And this time I think I'm alright with that
I'll never be anything
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Next time we're in town, will you come around, Bossa nova
I want you to know, if you're feeling low, Bossa nova
The feeling will pass, we'll see you in class, Bossa nova
We'll give you a break, that's all you can take, Bossa Nova
It's not your fault you didn't like to walk around so late at night
We won't bother you anymore
He's a wallflower, i knew we shouldn't have brought him
How were we supposed to know that you were so vulnerable
Wallflower, you're better off at home
Now we're out of luck, we need 50 bucks, Bossa Nova
As soon as you can, and now and again, Bossa nova
It's alright
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Twenty minutes left, I don't know what to do, i'll settle this once and for all
I saved up all my money, now I'm going through with it, and not just talking to a wall
I'm going on a fifteen hour drive just to see a face I saw in the night
But then i felt perpetual sunrise, the dream has come to life and invaded the flight
I saw you last night, and if we got along then, maybe we could in real life
I saw you last night, and I said I wouldn't care, but i think that I might
If I could only get to know you, but I am so far down below you, I saw you last night
The mirror is destroyed and the people are saved, but something still needs to be done
Distance isn't measured in literal terms, but in time it equates to the sum
It's been a year, and see what we've done now, despite being told we've got nothing to say
And all that I can say is that I know that even though you're gone, you're far from away
I can't move on, maybe I just didn't love you as much as I though
I'll try to make it better, I'll stay this way forever
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released May 24, 2019
