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by Petal Aggression

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blink44airwaves I actually like this music. Raw and real jamming. Favorite track: 58 (2022 Remaster).
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All I need is a single tree, all I want is a canopy Until that day, it's a mystery, it doesn't matter anyway Criticize, it means a lot, if you praise then you forgot Thrown about a camelot, it doesn't matter anyway And I need you, a barricade inside you To keep me from my execution Buy you're alien, never coming by What's the point when all mistakes don't lie? Feverish in a lucid dream, stuck in limbo, a limousine These lyrics don't mean anything, it doesn't matter anyway Don't forget you're newlywed, get a job, live in a shed Ten o' clock, you go to bed, it doesn't matter anyway
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I think, and sit in this darkness Simmering in disease, see the shriveling trees One day, thought i meant something Loving attachment pain, something hard to obtain Tell me, please just tell me This will be over soon, this will be over soon I see that you're happy without me This is, I say with regret, the closest I'll get to ever getting closure I won't ever stop thinking, ever stop sulking I'll always be simmer RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING
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Living phobia, Necrophilia Why don't I make any sense? I've caught a virus again The medicine for the brain, I discharge it down the drain Hidden delicate, oh but confident Molded like putty again, an ego turned to a friend Last night bleeds into today, a quiet calling display Running tests in new facilities You should not have run away from me Come alive, creation End of hibernation
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(Hypokinetic Mind) Look at a screen as I sip my beer, why can't I get up? Trust me I'm not like this everyday, please don't turn it off Hey, it's all you've got inside a prison cell I woke up early if you couldn't tell So I could watch my favorite TV show Dun dun dundun da dun dun dun Start seeing signs of the worst kind The kind you see and wince Sandpaper skin and the bloody eyes Wash, repeat and rinse Look, don't look away, don't put your hands on me I don't want you feeling the same as me And on my grave just write I wish that he could rest in peace
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Behind the forest fire, scorching the tree Now the burning, it has crept up on me The bright, explosive flame has swiftly returned at last Now at once I race after a new arm It's coming close to center, now it's just gone I look over at the tumulus, oh so vast And now the future's behind, the past is alive Hissing forward from the crackling flame Already straight into the lockmore's cave Burning straight into my retina, think again Reflection ran in the direction of left Blundering towards the yellow weird thing Writhing all around, another day gone away
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He was an honors student for years, but didn't interact with his peers He walked the hallways with trepidation, anticipating his next humiliation He got expelled for having drugs in his bag He didn't argue, he left without a fuss He fell and broke his knee on the way home He limped further and got hit by a bus Everybody wants to find meaning in everything, just enjoy the absurdity In the land of South New Jersey, there's a house where no one goes And you get this haunting feeling when you're walking to and fro People say that a man still lives there,I hope that it's not true In an alternate dimension, there's a man nobody knew He went to the ER for a week He got a vaccination asleep Sent into a rehabilitation Thought he'd be better by Christmas Vacation Doctors said that his brain had an abscess And it was shutting down in the process They warned him that if left untreated, that his life would be depleted He jumped out of the nearest window, and ran away to his old home He was seen only once, then vanished
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I think it's time that I get to know myself some more I look at the mirror on the second floor The instruments I'm purchasing Instead of suffering, I'm wondering What does it feel like to know all of your crevices? You can't fault your individual preferences I know it's hard to justify From the inside to the outside And now I reach into my stomach and pull out my spleen And I can't help but be intrigued by all the blood i see And then I pull out my intestines and forget the pain And then I grab a pair of scissors and cut out my veins I see that my eyes are gone, where did they go? I've got work in about a half an hour or so I should call out, I'm short on cash I guess I'll stick it through another day What does it feel like to have a missing leg? I think I shouldn't have these thought running through my brain But that's next, I cannot lie From the inside, to the outside And now my legs are barely hanging from a string of thread And if you saw me you'd be thinking that I should be dead It's entertaining to see that this is all inside But now I swear this is the last time, but I'm glad I tried And now my blood is coming out at rates that can't be good I don't know when it would happen, but I knew it would I'm barely breathing, barely moving, no more oxygen The last remaining drops of blood are seeing their way out
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Falling in deprivation Spend the night in the basement Underground there's a tunnel I can't wait to see I can't be genuine everyday, I don't mean half of the things I say Can't count the endless amount of times Now when I look inside my window, there is a piece of history I feel very selective You can't be too protective Infected abortion Concert hall of screams
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Would you come to visit me just one last time? I used to be the one you'd see every night You don't remember me, that's fine, I guess that's fine I like to think I've changed somewhere down the line Making other people share minds Making other people share lives I've felt a lot since I've been born, throughout the days But I can say that I have not felt this way I've been re-thinking my whole life, and all I've done Because I'm not the person that I thought I was All of this can be indulging But there was comfort being nothing

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Recorded between February 5th, 2017- April 2nd, 2018

Remastered on June 8th, 2022

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released February 5, 2017

Andrew Wilson on guitar, bass, vocals and songwriter

Anthony Messina on drums and songwriter, and our fans and supporters

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Petal Aggression Oaklyn, New Jersey

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Andrew Wilson- Guitar, Vocals, Piano, Songwriter
Anthony Messina- Drums, Songwriter
Christian Smith- Bass, Vocals

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